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Protected: Dreams & Reality

bmbleau — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:40:56 +0000

Protected: My World

bmbleau — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 08:04:18 +0000

Dust & Dirt

bmbleau — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 02:50:12 +0000

Today something i found quite interesting happened today in my 6th hour class, now let me remind you my 6th hour is alg-2. We got into a heated debate about the most stupidest thing ever, dust & dirt… What one where we made from. Did god create man from dirt or did man become thew star dust? When you think about it it comes down to be really stupid, Dust or Dirt?!?!?!?! But that is not all, we got into a debate on evolution as well! Some of the students said that evolution was stupid and never happened, and some said that us being created as we where was, well because we have to adapted to our environment…. we never said that we where not created by a god, we just said we changed over time… who knows maybe god made us that way so we could become who we are??? In the end i guess i got my homework done, and went home to my everyday life… i hope the rest can say the same.

Working it Out!

bmbleau — Mon, 30 Mar 2009 00:54:39 +0000

My ultimate goal is to be on the JGHS Soccer team. To do that I have a lot of work that needs to be done. I need to get into shape, and wile doing that i have desired to make a log of what I’m doing… and ill be interweaving it into my blog. So with that in mind I added the Health category under the category life, and this is where you will find all my blogs about me trying to get into shape!

Today i ran for what i wanted to be a mile, but turned out to be 0.5 of a mile. So as a result of me not doing a run for a mile, I walked for another 1.5 miles to help get into better shape. Then after returning home I tried to work on my juggling with the soccer ball, well its really hard to do when the ground is wet and its raining… after that I went on a 1 mile bike ride, just a quick ride before dinner. And that is what my day composted of… X_X Not much other happened other then watching tv… lol

Oh, and just to say… the blog is here to stay! I will be using this for a long time to come!

Understanding The Human Kind…

bmbleau — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 02:45:54 +0000

Right and Wrong

We seem to have a basic human understanding that if something is bad that we should not allow others to have any part in it. Also can be seen likewise with the revirse of this, if we find something to be good we try to instill it into other people. That is the whole reason why in the past we, humans, have taken over other countrys or tried to spread our religions with fource to other people. Why is it that people can’t understand that they do not need to spread what they beleave to others and that if they are right, with time, people will join them. Or that if something is complatly bad that people will stear away from it with time as well. This is what i call playing god when you try to controll a persons beleives to mach your own. I guess there is a small line between playing god and following the truth, and that line is within human kind.

Good and Bad

I found that people seem to think that they are eather A having a bad day, B having a good day, or C having a SoSo day. When in reality there is no such thing as good or bad, if you think about it its all in our heads. You see when your having a bad day your only opening your mind to the bad things happening in your life, and on a good day you are only opening your mind to the good things in life (which is no bad at all, its just that your missing a whole other side to the picture). People need to understand that there are 3 or more sides to everthing and there is 3 or more choices you make always make. This is not because the universe was programed that way but because of how our brains interprate information. We simply file it as good, bad, or nutral. Of course this does not explain the always having 3 choices in life. With choices its not so black and white. You don’t just have the good choice, the bad choice, and the nutral choice. But you do always have your internal choice, your external choice, and always another one of those two. All I’m trying to say is that there is no good or bad in this world, and that its all in your head.

Some Questions:

Why is it that people who know their believes to be right have to kill to prove it? Doesn’t that just prove them to be wrong, having to instill fear to make people believe.
Do we having control of our own thoughts or does our thoughts have control over us?
Why is it that with humans, a question is ask and what is given is 3 more questions and possibly 1 answer?

Reminders:

We may not be able to change that we are humans, but we can change what humans are.
When a country wins a war there history books will show them to be right, wile the losers will show them to be wrong or will not show them at all.
Things are nether right or wrong, just your way of viewing them are.
I do not force you to read my posts

Advice to the Young

bmbleau — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 03:35:30 +0000

After reading DK1’s blog i found this under his Q&A page…

“What is your advice to young people?”

Answer: NEVER let money get in the way of your dreams. i did for way too long. you can make it work. just as long as you are happy. try new things, but not stupid things like drugs. make people see positive things about you. and when you find someone you love, do whatever it takes to be with them.

I wish someone could have said something like this to me sooner.. There was someone i like very much and i feel as if i let them slip away from me. If i had to pick on thing to change in my life that would be the only one… and even having just one thing i would like to change upsets me, because I wanted to have a life where i did not feel bad about something ive done on purpuse.

A Face of a long lost Friend

On a better note, I’m learning more about how to use Facebook! But that’s not all, my babysitter from when i was little found my page and sent me a friend invite. I have not seen/talked to her in forever!

Pigs on the Mind

We have gotten to day 3 in science class on dissecting the pig… and I’m holding up still. I do not know about you, but cutting into a dead or living thing just sickens me… I cant help to think that it was once alive wile taking its liver or intestines out… *Cry*

World of Warcraft

I did not even logon to world of warcraft today, i think it was just because i had not interest. After your maxed capped this seems to happen… Who knows, maybe ill level my priest some soon. After all i can get it to level 80, and its at level 50 something.

P.S.

Sorry that this post is not a nice post but, it chould have been way worse!

I good day!

bmbleau — Thu, 26 Feb 2009 04:21:57 +0000

Some are shocked to learn that I have lots of friends… and because of them today have turned out to be a very good day! During lunch some of my friends and I sit in the library, because we do not eat lunch at school. We talked about our usual stuff… But that is not why I had a good day. Today I was able to be more open about things then in the past.

I have found a new path to take in my life, and it involves something i love to do… and maybe i might even get to work on 2 of the things i love. Next year I will be taking a class in MySQL and stuff… then in the 12th grade I will be taking website design. But that is not all of course, I will be taking Pre-Calc and possible Acc. Physics. Who knows, maybe when im older I will be working on a quantum computer for the internet? lol 0_0

I have Gym for the rest of the year and its going ok… but its getting old fast. But we did win both our games in the basketball thing we are doing… so we have 3 losses and 2 wins! We are working on comming back, or maybe its that we are getting placed on easyer teams to beat! Who knows… *Wink*

Well, raiding times have changed for “The Enclave”, or the raiding guild for my level 60 world of warcraft char. I do not play much anymore other then raiding nights.. which are now Tusdays (BWL, MC) and Thursday (AQ).

Back To My Blog!

bmbleau — Wed, 25 Feb 2009 02:38:10 +0000

Sorry that i have not posted in a long time… I have decided that i will start to use this site once again

Counting my blessings….

bmbleau — Wed, 28 May 2008 01:49:03 +0000

Today during 6th hour, I learned that this crash that I seen was deadly to a young boy. I do not know his age, but i remember seeing him on the side of the road propped up ageist the railing of the road. I am just happy that was not me, and that I am able to hug my mom every time I see her. I will be, and I hope for you to as well, praying for his family.

Cant miss something until its gone!
For the past couple days i have not been feeling to well, and i feel as if i was taking the days of not being sick for granted. Even now that i am feeling better i am still not 100% free from this feeling of being good, i have been coughing for a very long time… And i just wish it would stop.

A weekend day to remember….!
Even knowing i did not feel to well this weekend, i think a lot of good happened. Not to long ago my grandpa had some problems with his hart and brain… Now that its fixed to the best it will ever be, he likes to garden. This is because his father had a garden and it makes him happy to be apart of that.

This weekend we helped him set up his garden and put up a new fence. I was so happy to see everyone in my family working together and not fighting about small unimportant stuff.

To the Men and Woman

I would like to thank each and everyone of the fallen people of our military and other militarys fighting hard to keep there and other people free. I know most people think of last monday is for our fallen solgers, but i see everyone fighting for freedom as a solger of peace and part of the united states’ dream. Every person who fought to preserve the rights to insure freedom for me and countless others, god bless you and your family. May you life or rest in peace…

Changes In The World of Warcraft

bmbleau — Tue, 20 May 2008 02:28:23 +0000

On world of warcraft i have switched chars with my brother, so he has my rogue and i have his druid… well now his rogue and my druid. I have worked some what hard on Awnin to get healing up, and its now at 1334, WOOT! If you would like to look up my char, you can do so at WOWArmory.com search for Awnin on coilfang.

A New Twist:
Well, there has been a lot going on, things happening, and things not happening. You people may think i am strange for doing this, but it seems to work, i like to meditate, or focus the mind, before sleep to clear the mind and go over the day with out a putting a negative or positive on what happened. This way you are able to see what happened and not what you wanted to happen. People often look at what other people do with out looking at the whole picture, and what i have been trying to do is look at the whole picture. As some one said, if you are going down the street and someone comes speeding up past you. Your at that point is thinking she or he is stepped or crazy and need to get off the road, but have you ever thought what that person may be going thew? When you do not look at the whole picture you create a form of anger in side your mind, causing you to have a bad day. Yes, just one person speeding down the road, that could be having to go to the hospital, visit a ding kid in the family, or something else, could upset your whole day. I do not know where i am going with this, except with a clear mind your able to tolerate a whole lot more, and not judge people or things in your daily life. AKA: Just Breath!

In School:
My grades are really good, all “A”s and “B”s! I like all of my classes as much as a student would like them, but i find a grate interest in History, Science, and Math… >< Maybe because i have some really good teachers. Oh, and we are reading Romeo and Juliet in English, wish is also going very well, but not my fav. class for reasons that some people might know.

My Lovely Music:
Well, i have updated the MyMusic page, and i have to say all that i added was a link to my other play list… which does not have a meaning behind every song, just that they are good singers and i like the song….

Just Hopping:
By what i am about to say you can most likely tell that i did not calm my mind yesterday, but i would just like to say that i hope non of you think i am strange for meditating… >< Its just something i do so that i do not go crazy with unhappy-ness.